You Visit Sometimes

You visit sometimes,
What is a mom? Is it a temporary visit here and there?
Or is it someone who is there when I need advice?
You visit sometimes,
But I guess I will never really get to know the whole you.
We talk at times but you never tell me about you.
You visit sometimes,
But you never tell me you love me,
You never tell me your side of the story, about why you left.
You visit sometimes,
But that visit isn’t long enough,
You don’t give me enough time to get comfortable with you.
You visit sometimes,
And right when I’m about to open up to you about my feelings,
You leave.
You visit sometimes,
And when you leave I feel like you won’t ever come back.
I’m afraid to lose you even though I don’t completely know you.
You visit sometimes,
But next time you come, I hope you stay forever,
I hope to get to know you before it’s too late.

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